Sunday, February 28, 2010


last night i had stories in my eyes

your so cute im so drunk

lets get f-f-f-fuckkkkkkkkkked

hey so i got a question do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement? do i make you heart beat like an 808 drum is my love your drug huh your drug is my love your drug
im always worried that i'm not likeable enough to deserve friends, pretty enough to deserve attention or special enough to be loved. i dont want to be the only one who feels like this, all the time.

Friday, February 26, 2010



i've built a wall, not to block everyone out, but to see who cares enough to climb over it

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Sometimes I think I was born backwards

I hear words go past me backwards

The people I should love I hate

And the ones I should hate....



don't waste your youth growing up

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

we got to the point were not best friends were fucking blood.
i'm really selfish and spoiled but i get away with everything because i'm really pretty and nobody knows how to say no to me - julie bergdorf, bergdorf blondes.
sleepy hearts we fall asleep, full of nothing but broken dreams

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

we were so tired yet so alive
wrapped up in lies like sheets of another
one night stand,

Your only young once, lets fuck it up right
Here's to the fast times;
the times we felt alive;
To all the nights that we forgot to get back home.
Stay seventeen, The party scene has got the best of me
and you, lets never let this go...
we're a little messed up
when it feels like you're not human
i think ive been asleep for most of my life

Monday, February 22, 2010

i don't care what people say, the rush is worth the price i pay
i get so high when you're with me
but crash and crave you when you leave.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Thursday, February 18, 2010

its disgusting, how i love you. oh, i hate this, i could kill you.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

out of all the lies you told me, i love you was my favourite

Sunday, February 14, 2010

i never understood why movie girls found it so hard to say i love you. until i tried to say it to you, and i was frozen with the fear you wouldn't say it back.
i never did say it, and i really wish i did.
because i miss you more and more every day.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

close your eyes, take a deep breath. and lets both pretend that this is what we want.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

so cut to the chase kid
cause i know you don't care
what my middle name is
i wanna be naked and you're wasted

Wednesday, February 10, 2010


its a dirty free for all
i know you've moved on and found somebody knew
but its still hard, and i still want to leave her angry messages saying
'yeah? well, i loved him FIRST.'

we wish.

cause i'll doze off safe and soundly
but i'll miss your arms around me
i'd send a postcard to you, dear
cause I wish you were here.

goddammit.

Monday, February 8, 2010

do you dream in black and white?i used to. then i met him, and now all my dreams are in colour

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

i want to do everything i've ever dreamed of, ideally with you.